The "Who Do You Think You Are?" Thread

I have worked with this “who do you think you are” question for years. What I found different was that I reached the bottom line, the core belief from which much of the derogatory self talk issued. The thought thread that I consigned to that Cylinder of Light (in the Judas to My Christ post) consisted of hundreds of little pieces of negative self talk I had already identified. It was like the magicians scarf...this the first time I found the end of it.

The place where the belief is derived (for me) is childlike. It goes back to a question I was repeatedly asked (out of anger or derision) as a child..."who do you think you are". I had only one answer...me. That was when I began apologizing for being me. That's when I began accumulating evidence to build the first apology into a belief.

In a sense it was a blessing to have been asked the "who do you think you are" question so blatantly...many of us are led to feel they need to apologize for being who they are without a word being spoken.

A friend shared that…
”I felt "less than" from a very early age but I don't remember any roots for this"

I see that "less than" feeling comes up when shiny Light beings are surrounded by denser not so shiny beings. We inherently know we're different...we can feel it...as do those with denser energies around us. I remember when I was walking away from drug abuse and the people that I associated with. While we all knew I was doing the "right" thing, most of those people nevertheless criticized (rarely verbally). It seemed that my attempt to fly right made them more aware of the fact that they weren't flying right and they were angry with me for bringing the feeling up in them.

Same friend mentioned that...
"I do know I Am going through a lot of expansion right now. Words can not fully describe what I Am finding."

I've realized for me that being unable to find words is a godsend. Unless and until the denser energies around us, join us so to speak, this is a good time to hunker down and keep our light to ourselves. There are those who are completely enraged, without knowing why, by the shifts in consciousness we are all experiencing. It's been said repeatedly...the more invested one is in their 3D constructs, the more resistance shows up.

And on the other end...Last spring I was getting to see my three year old grand daughter Paige for the first time in five months. I had been in the house for a few minutes when Paige pulled me into her room to show me something. When we arrived in her darkened bedroom, she turned and scanned me thoroughly and said "I want to be like you when I grow up Grandma" before turning to find the thing she was looking for. I knew she was referring to my Light body not my physical body.