Release

The work on Picking Up Moonbeams feels good and is moving right along.
Author Lynn Andrews has held a special place in my heart for almost twenty years. I recently went the Amazon.com route to get her latest book “Writing Spirit.” It had sounded like a match made in heaven to me, one of my favorite author/teachers has written a book about doing one of my favorite activities. It was while I was reading “Writing Spirit” that I realized I needed to finish writing Picking Up Moonbeams.

I also replaced my copy of Andrews Power Deck called the Cards of Wisdom. Long story short, I lost my copy of the cards on a road trip sixteen years ago. It was like having an old friend come home when the new deck arrived. One card and it’s message has been sticking to me like white on rice in a never ending pot.

42 Release an East card with it’s image of a hawk coming toward me wings a message I needed to hear. “Anytime you are possessed by an emotion that you can not control, know that it does not belong to you. Someone is sending negative energy toward you. Imagine that the negative emotion is muddy water pouring down through you hands, legs, and feet and into the earth. Or take that emotion into your hands and release it like a hawk- let it fly away. We tend to hold on to fears and negative energy in an addictive way. Release your fears and let power come into you. Create a welcoming void within, through the power of release.”

It took about five minutes before the stomach churning began after the phone rang and the conversation began. I had already identified this person as a promoter of fear in my belly and was very wary. Those five minutes led to fifteen minutes of a me, me, me song from a me, me, me person. How uncomfortable would I let myself get before I stood up for my boundary? I broke into the me, me, me song with a song of my own. That led my caller to go into a defensive mode me, me, me song. Just as the situation was getting sticky, the call was dropped by dead cell phone. Five minutes later when the caller phoned back, I dumped the call saying I needed to go back to my TV program.

As I sat composing myself after the call I sent love and light on the spirit of forgiveness to the source of the fear. I drew a protective bubble of light and love and forgiveness around myself removing any energy that was not for the good of the whole. As my heartbeat returned to normal and my stomach quieted completely I saw that this was a perfect example of the kind of emotion that can control that isn’t your own. By lovingly releasing the fear, the caller will no longer be able to mine my energy fields. By continuing work on Picking Up Moonbeams I am mining and releasing fear that has been bogging down my energy fields since childhood, the never ending pot.

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