Why the Resistance to Meditation?

Every spiritual teacher, from the IChing to living masters whose wisdom I have imbibed have counseled meditation. Those words always felt like an admonishment. When I began meditating on a daily basis it was with the help of the Vessels of Peace meditation circle. Over the years a meditative practice developed that I depended on. What I didn’t understand and questioned was the resistance to meditating that would show up, sometimes for months at a time, when it was time to meditate.

A string of events has brought what feels like an answer to my inquiry about some of the resistance. As I stood in a circle of locals gathered in front of the village store, I realized something had shifted in me. When a moment of silence descended on the conversation I remained silent and comfortable. For most of my life when a silence would open up, whether between two or twenty people, I would step into clown or entertainer mode to hide/deal with my anxiety. That ordinary moment became extraordinary, if only for me, when I noticed how comfortable I was with that silence.

This year I have been examining the discomfort and fear about being in silence myself, as well as in the company of quiet people. Today a window into the past opened as I wondered that took me back to childhood…where else? I was coming into the house after school. It was quiet, eerily so, and that quiet often meant an angry explosion was fermenting. I went into an eight year olds idea of crisis management and started being silly trying to get Mom to laugh. It worked once and a belief and habit for life was formed. That wasn’t the end or beginning of the forming of fear around silence, not by a long shot. I heard those lethal words, “be quiet”, ”sit still”, “shut up”, “children are meant to be seen and not heard”, and more all echoing down the timeline at once until I was the adult and they were coming out of my mouth. I remembered feeling sullen silence used as a weapon, a bad vibe between Mom and Dad. It is no wonder I felt I was being admonished when I was counseled to sit in silence and meditate. That statement was a trigger and the child in me would feel she was being told to go sit in the corner and be quiet and think about what she’d done. Silence as a punishment.

Last evening, after many concentrated hours of light body work I found myself energetically depleted. Options passed through my mind, go for a walk, take a hot tub, curl up with a book. It was my body that took me to my meditation spot. I followed, resistance free and loving it and returned with a sense of having been nourished and loved in the only way that truly serves, by myself the Mother.

May your New Moon intentions ride the waves of manifestation through this moon cycle!

Don't Buy Into the Global Warming Trap

This is long, but every word ran with truth for me...confirming much of what I've seen in meditation. I've accompanied this piece with a discrete picture of naked people on Wreck Beach in Vancouver...it felt a perfect way to express some of the joy I've experienced thanks to Turtle Mother.

Global Warming-The 9th Dimensional Pleiadian Collective

Greetings dears.

We are very happy to have the opportunity to speak with you again. “Global Warming” has been discussed for approximately the past 25 to 30 years because you have seen a shift in your weather patterns, a shift in the temperature of your global climate. But to tell you that this is caused solely by man’s use of carbon dioxide is erroneous. It is a fallacy. “Global Warming” is one of the largest illusions, one of the largest lies, that is being perpetrated at this time.

For those of you who are new to our communications, let us start at the beginning. Earth is beginning her transition from the third into the fourth and eventually the fifth dimension. The fourth dimension is more of a transitory space for Earth and humans to adjust to the new higher frequencies. It is not unusual for a planet to ascend. Just as humans realize they’ve learned about all they can from an experience and must move forward, so do celestial bodies. But what is unique is that the celestial body Earth will be making that transition along with her inhabitants. As we always like to say, we don’t know exactly how this will play itself out because it’s never been done before. You are taking your emotional body from the third to the fourth dimension, bringing with you all unresolved issues to clear and process. We are very excited to see how you do with the challenge.

Climate changes are not all that uncommon with the transition of a planet. As it transitions, it receives instructions from its central star. Each star is like a metronome, keeping the rhythm and pace for celestial bodies as they move through grand cycles of development. But the Sun herself is going through many changes, preparing to shift her frequency as well. And with the chaotic flow of new frequencies entering and old patterns passing, there is a disbursement of energy. As more energy is disbursed from the Sun, more heat is directed to Earth, which in turn affects her balance. Along with this comes increased overall temperature. It is a signal to mother Earth that it is time to move forward.

While we tell you that many of the changes are caused by the increased solar activity, please note it is not the only cause. There have been numerous experiments by your governments which have caused major imbalances and created dramatic displays of nature’s force as Mother Earth attempted to re-established balance. From our higher perspective, we see these experiments too as part of the learning process which allows Earth and her inhabitants the opportunity to grow. With the ever changing and shifting of your foundation, comes the ability for you to release the old and build anew.

As we have spoken to you before there are other beings who are manipulating many of the global events to meet their own agenda. We are speaking of the Anunnaki. For those of you who are unfamiliar with the Anunnaki let us say that they too are playing their part in Earth’s ascension process. They have donned the role of the darkest of dark and you have agreed to assist them on their journey back to source. It is not our intention to create fear in you. We only wish to awaken you to the game in which you are playing, unaware of its existence. For once you know the game and understand the rules, you can have a bit of fun.

As with all games played by the Anunnaki there is a thin line being walked. While they highlight “Global Warming”, they also highlight the need for you to be more mindful of your connection to the Earth. Knowing this, they play upon solutions that do not reconnect you to the planet energetically. Their solutions play on your fear and provide you with a false sense of action. A perfect example of this would be compact fluorescent light bulbs. Fluorescent lighting is very hard on the human body. It impacts your higher brain functions. The disruptive wave of the light is not in harmony with the frequencies of your bodies and creates disruption in your central nervous system and blocks proper neural functions. While presenting you with a “solution” to “Global Warming” they are able to further their own agenda and disrupt your connection to source and planet.

You currently exist in a perceived world of lack, and it is a mindset that is being perpetuated. We want to make you aware of this. We want to get you familiar with these patterns that are blatantly presented to you, to the point where they are becoming transparent. The ultimate goal here of global warming and the notion of eliminating CO2 levels is to expand your nuclear programs, to build more nuclear reactors which will be touted as an alternative energy source. This is the agenda that is going to be pushed. We want to make you aware of that as well because nuclear reaction is not the answer.

Every world that has ever utilized this technology has found that it is destructive. The use of this technology, this knowledge, in the 3rd dimension is not healthy, not in harmony with the human species.

Nuclear power will be pushed because it is a strong energy source, one that the Anunnaki have been able to refine (such as it can be). They still have not learned to live in balance with a celestial body. This is a lesson you, humanity, will teach them. Remember what you learn here in this process of clearing and ascension will be etched in the history books of the universe so others may learn from your experience. As we have said before much of this universe in not a “free will” zone and with the end of this grand cycle and the mastery of balancing duality in 3d, many worlds will learn and grow in ways that are not normally available to them because they are “closed” systems.

These master lessons are transmitted holographically.

The Anunnaki work with nuclear reaction to generate enough energy to create energetic portals. This allows them the ability to access other worlds and to communicate with other systems. Remember, they have become so entrenched in the dark energy of separation that they cannot access information as you can when you open to light and love. They only have access therefore to lower level information. Levels of information are restricted by emotional bodies. The frequency of the emotional body can unlock the “vaults” as it were to the Hall of Records. The accessible information is appropriate to their spiritual development.

Think of it this way. They are not tall enough to reach the books on the top shelf and there is no ladder. They must grow first, and then they may get it off the shelf. It is all part of the universal game. Rules and regulations are set up for each “playing arena” and certain skills must be acquired before you get to move on to an advanced game. It is all illusion and all set up to learn about variations of experience, to learn of self.

It is important at this time that you begin to look at your connection to all living things and how you utilize the natural resources of the planet. Are your habits in harmony with Mother Earth? Consumption of natural resources is not the cause of a toxic world. The toxicity is created when you are not consuming in balance with other living creatures.

We tell you from our multidimensional perspective that there are unlimited resources of abundance. But your current perception of reality says there is limitation and lack. As you begin to enter into the multidimensional perspective you will begin to see that the most toxic “chemicals” you subject the Earth to are your emotions. The war you create is absolutely devastating. The more anger, fear, and hatred, the more limitation and lack you create. That is far more damaging to the Earth than any chemical you could pump into the air.

As you question the best method to heal your planet, know that perceiving your world as toxic and working externally keeps you in the 3rd dimensional mindset. Until you begin to see the situation from a multidimensional perspective, you will remain on the treadmill forever striving for a goal that is unachievable. And it is unachievable until you can shift your perspective and see that the Earth is a reflection of you and you begin to heal yourself. When you understand that Earth is simply a reflection of your inner emotional state as a group, as a mass consciousness, you can change the toxicity of the Earth by changing the toxicity of your own body. Currently, there are many beings on your planet who are quite ill and Earth is a reflection of that. You are holographic in nature. What happens to the microcosm happens to the macrocosm. Or simply put – as above, so below.

It is also important that you begin to see your world as flourishing. She is teeming with new life and opportunity. It is vital that you see her as healthy and in a state of growth rather than something that is ill that must be fixed. This notion of illness can be very detrimental to the psyche of the planet. The more you think of Earth as a toxic world, the more toxic a world you will create. You create that which you are focused on.For those of you who stubbornly defend what you are being sold, let us suggest this. Investigate what other scientists are finding. Research the story you are being told and see who prospers from your deception. We tell you, you are being controlled and manipulated as a group. You plainly see what is happening with your Earth, but because you have yet to fully embrace your power as a species and have forgotten your ability to create, you look to traditional answers and for someone to solve the problem for you .

You think you are just one being and how can your opinion matter? Well it matters. It matters a great deal. Once you understand that it is you who have created a toxic world from your inner emotions you can heal it by working internally. If 144,000 out of the 6 billion of you can see this and make a change, you can create a new template for others to follow and will begin to see a change in the planet.

Yes, each of you matters a great deal…

Many well wishes, dears.

http://www.higherfrequencies.net/global_warming.html

A New Wavespell Begins

Using the Dreamspell Calendar instead of the Gregorian this is what we call and how we guide this day.

Sunday Electric 22 Blue Magnetic Monkey

I unify in order to play,
Attracting illusion.
With the magnetic tone of purpose.
I am guided by my own power doubled.

"Here is the `other side' of the center. Magnetic Monkey as the `other'
centerpiece of the Tzolkin reveals to us the inherent nature of the
universe, at least from the Mayan perspective. You get to make up what
you believe, and how many giggles you are going to fold into your
daily adventure. Your purpose here dear heart is to have as much fun as possible, and to unify with the great smiling intelligence of the universe. It is not a bitter or wrathful place, but a dynamically changing and surprise filled basket of wonders. This very matrix of the Tzolkin, once I discovered that love and play are at the very center, and nurturing essence and enlightenment are at either end of this cycle, I was hooked, line and sunk, deeply into the Zuvuya, the stream of consciousness that makes up the planetary and divine mind/soul".

In lak'ech!
la monkeyscribo
from Consciousburrito@yahoogroups.com


In order to facilitate the end of time into now or no time for humanity en masse, and for ourselves as individuals, we do well to take this simple habit into our daily lives. Today is the first day of a new wave spell and I feel like a child in a brand new candy store with numberless confections before me that is a delight to behold.

Blessed be

Who's to Say?

Sept Iles, Quebec 1974

There are so many variations on the theme of paranormal ability that how we describe and understand ourselves is entirely individual. For example, I experience a telepathic rapport with many life forms…from people to the plant, animal, bird, sea creature and trees to name a few. These messages or mirrors are held up for me to observe aspects of creation through. If I remember, and choose to, I can see how those parts of myself are a reflection of my place in the universe at any given moment.

I am a healer. Through that aspect of self I have been drawn to the greenhouse without consciously realizing that it is the calls of distress of a dragonfly, butterfly, or hummingbird that is summoning me. However, when that is the energy, I find myself able to calm the creature in distress by my willingness to help. That willingness often convinces the creature to cooperate in what would otherwise be unusual contact between human and butterfly.

A healing energy manifests as empathy with the life form broadcasting a need. There is a vibratory match or resonance between the healer and healed. When I am meant to heal whether an individual or situation, I can. There isn’t a question of how, the feelings of simply being the answer is equal to the task at hand. It also isn’t necessary that the consciousness of a human involved in a healing realizes that a healing is in progress, although if they do, the added energy can be incredible as long as there is no fear.

Through years of paranormal experiences, one constant aspect of those experiences has been heightened awareness on so many levels that my human voice of knowledge or ego centered self is overwhelmed and goes silent. The voice of knowledge and it’s limiting belief systems recognizes higher awareness with silence. Feats of incredible strength for example are possible in extreme circumstances because otherwise firmly held beliefs about strength are momentarily suspended. Those moments always seem like forever for such is the nature of the power of here and now.

I have seen people in shock from serious physical injury through traumatic emotional situations as also having let go of their voice of knowledge by stepping so far outside the former bounds of possibility. I feel a sense of responsibility to respond as a healer to some of these types of circumstances. My energy automatically joins with that of the injured party and I am connected to the “big” picture consciousness. I know, see, hear and feel whatever the situation requires.

Personal experience has taught me that a sense of responsibility is the requirement for tapping into these otherwise unavailable paranormal abilities.



One occasion stands out in my memory. I was twenty one. It was a bitter cold winter night in Sept Isles, Quebec. It wasn’t easy to wake me from the deep 4:00 am sleep I was in. It took a while to register that the knocking at my door and had been going on for some time, and loudly.

When finally I opened the door it was to a face I barely recognized. He had never been here before. Not only was this a man I hardly knew, there was a ghastly pall on him that was palpable. Without question I led him in to sit at the kitchen table. I asked what was wrong as I started making tea.

He had come to my place, he said, because he knew that like him, English was my first language. He had come because he needed to tell somebody what had happened as he had walked home from the bar that night. He felt out of his mind. He needed somebody to listen.

He had seen the figure in the middle of the next intersection as he walked toward it. The shape didn’t belong there it looked like a human kneeling in prayer in the middle of the intersection. He started to hurry toward the now seemingly female shape not believing for a second what his eyes were seeing.

Light reflecting off the snow threw a spotlight across a young female kneeling with one foot sideways to her body, the other foot sideways the other way. He could see the vapour of her breathe in the freezing air and knew as he knelt down in front of her that she was alive and slowly freezing to death. He wrapped himself around her, she said thank you.

She had been hit by a car what seemed forever ago. He was the first person to come along. She knew her legs were broken, she knew she couldn’t fall over or she’d freeze to death faster. She said these things, and as he held her and listened, he absorbed her incredible calm. He held up her body and she held up his spirit. They told each other things neither had spoken of before. She knew he was an angel, he was learning.

Eventually, someone else came and a phone call was made. The inevitable ambulance came and the attendants assessed the situation. Through it all they held each other as one beating heart that could never be separated. When they had to let go, she was already pulling away from him via the pain medication they’d administered before moving her. As the ambulance pulled away leaving him in the middle of the intersection alone, he went into shock.

The man who told this story in the middle of the night spoke non stop until well after daylight. It took more hours to retell than it had taken to experience. He didn’t want to talk, he only wanted to tell. He left as abruptly as he came. Later I looked for him and went to see him. He wouldn’t talk. He was a different person.

Over the thirty something intervening years the story has returned over and over again to remind me of something I learned that evening. I couldn’t remember what I’d learned on a regular basis though. It was as if the whole experience was outside of time.

I learned that I had attracted that experience to myself. I learned that, in that moment, I was the only person who could listen as he needed someone to listen. I learned that time is suspended during these events. I learned I could heal through an empathic connection. Over many years I repeatedly put myself in situations where I had to pull the rabbit out of my hat for emotionally injured souls.